"It's the way I'm feeling, I just can't deny
But we've gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place"
Is it me, or do all these love ships just sink? I've gotten to the point where I don't know if I don't believe or if it's just that I don't trust. It's definitely one of the two. I think what did it for me was my last relationship-- high school/ "first real love" (I guess). I've learned that not everyone is there to stay in your life and that even people who you grow such a strong bond with, could leave your life at anytime. Love can only go so far... Even married couples tend to cheat on each other and the people you care about the most can just do the worst things.. It is so nice and lovely when everything is beginning and everyone is in that stage of "falling" for their loved one. But then things always get bumpy and usually just...well..they end.
I guess people really do find love in a hopeless place. I am yet to know one couple that has survived it all and if so, without all the hurt and pain along the way.I don't see the point in trusting and giving 100% to something that is probably not going to be there forever. I mean...it all seems so temporary. All the effort that people put into being with their partners for it to just go wrong. It's not even about the outcome.. It's about the connection that takes so long to build with people only for it to fall apart so drastically. I just want to avoid feeling the aftermath of what I fear can go so wrong.. I wonder if I'm afraid of losing people I grow so close to or if I just fear being at that low point in my life?
Even Justin Hall worked hard to maintain his relationship with the love of his life. He shut down his site, all of his videos, his entire life...he took a break from...to be with one girl. In the end, is it really worth to give it all up for what only seems temporary? I just don't know.
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